Found my old blogs yesterday night, it was funny how I crush on people so easily. And I can't even who I had a crush on since I never write the name, only the nicknames I gave them. Told my boyfriend about it and he forced me to reveal them if not he wouldn't sleep. Normally I wouldn't care much, but he's in camp. So... If he don't sleep, he's going to go crazy. I revealed one to him, now I have no idea how many he has read. Hopefully it's not the most embarrassing one. To think I only read three of his. Oh well, that's all in the past.

Anyways I'm currently at work. Waiting for lunch/dinner. I'm starving. I forgot I don't have breakfast if I start work at 12 noon. So I didn't eat at home, sigh no choice. Got to save money... Oh ya, anyway my pay is in as well! Double happiness. I thought they sent it to the wrong account, but the money was in by around 2pm. Life is good. Except the contradicting manager again. Annoying but it's okay. Two more months to go, and I think I have either 6 or more 11 shifts this month. I'm already done with 1, I'm on my 2nd now. We will see. Just waiting for my contract as well...

Still as awkward during dinner time. At least I got my food. Okay bye for now!

Update: A ridiculously rude woman just came in and told us to join 2 tables for 9 people. When there's already table for that. And kept insisting on it. What the fuck are you blind? So what you're a customer? Just because we are working doesn't mean you can boss us around like we are maids. And some more this is a restaurant. "Fucking wait until you're directed to your seat". Things I feel like saying. Just fuck off okay.

Hate that every single time I compromise, I get lied to. People double check when they book airplane tickets. You're the one buying the tickets, you make the decisions. I believe you did it purposely. But you know? I don't give a fuck anymore. If you want to lie to me, even after asking me, then that's that. I don't want to anymore. You want, you go by yourself. I don't want to be included anymore.