What if in the middle of the night I start to miss you,

Who was I supposed to talk to?

What if something horrible happens,
Who am I supposed to rant to?

What if something wonderful happens,
Who am I supposed to share with?

Not only did I lose the love of my life,
I lost my best friend as well.
Someone I can depend on,
Someone I trust my entire life with.

For you, I would risk it all.
I would give all up.
I would sacrifice all.
I guess it wasn't enough.

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Somehow, I'm sick of saying so much sad stuff here. I should probably post some happy stuff here. I will be well soon okay guys? Sorry for all this. I should have been happier. It's been harder lately.

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