I would no longer be the guardian angel that safeguards you from the evil of the night.

I would no longer be the sun in your life.

I would no longer be the one you first and last think of every day of your life.

But isn't that better? I guess I wasn't even any of that in the first place.

Even so, I miss you so, I miss you dear.

But everything will be fine.

Nothing to fear.

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Work was hell. Tiring. Exhausting. It's bad enough that there's so many customers around, but I got stuck with someone that is so cocky and blur. I know I'm not perfect at work, but seriously?!?! 10 minutes to end of shift, you didn't even bother to clear 5 tables, clear the station. You just waited for someone else to clear for you while you stand at the host table staring at the lobby / looking at the digital menu outside of the restaurant. I'm lost for words. It's so bloody ridiculous, considering you have been working for at least 2 weeks of the same shift over and over again. How can you not be familiar with it?!

And you can bring up the dirty cloths and forgot to bring new cloths down. I even went down to check if you did, and when I went back up, you exit from the lift and said bye to me. WHAT THE HELL. SERIOUSLY. DO YOU HAVE A BRAIN OR NOT. Oh my holy hell. I cannot do this man. And when you order your item, YOU TAKE FOREVER TO DO SO. I'm going nuts I tell you. Fork and spoon, you don't even bother to set. I'm always the one doing it. I used to not do this all the time, but I'm learning. BUT IT'S BEEN 2 WEEKS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN DOING THIS. HOW CAN YOU FORGET. Omfg.]

And you should have known the timing for last order. YOU EVEN REMINDED ME THAT IT WAS LAST ORDER. So why did you even offer the food menu to new customers after it?! Oh my god. This is killing me.

I know you guys probably don't understand what I'm talking, I just kind of need to rant.