It's been one hell of a day. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, it did. Then, I realise, people do miss me. And it's a really good feeling to be missed. Who doesn't like it? I guess what I'm trying to say is that, I felt happy for a moment there. At the end of a bad day, some good came out of it. Having my friends tell me they miss me, it's just amazing.

Everyone is really sweet and stuff. Comforting me, trying to get me out, so that I don't cope myself at home whenever I'm alone at home. I'm trying to be fine. It's just not working most of the time. But hey, I found a song that describes me. Yes, I have been replaying that everyday. And the thing is, I didn't even listen to that song, it just suddenly popped up in my head. My favourite song for now.

Time to occupy myself for the next three days. I planned to go to the library to be honest, but suddenly my stomach was hurting so badly, I couldn't even stand. So I rushed home, now here I am. Thank god I wasn't working today. I guess things really do happen for a reason. Like how when that happened, I was at home. So that I didn't have to cry at work. I really do hope everything works out in the end. But for now, I'm living day by day. Surprise me.

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Thank you for all those memories.
You created happiness for me.
Every act, every scene, every moment.
Every kiss, every hug, every touch.
Every gift, every word, every call.
They are all treasure to me.
Bits and pieces scattered all over this small island.

I'm trying to move on.
Not remembering whenever I pass by somewhere familiar.
It's getting harder and harder each day.
I'm glad I'm going away, I need this way too much.
To think I was dreading this two months back.

If by the end of this lifetime, we don't work out.
I hope, in the other universe, we are happily together.
Maybe it wasn't meant to be in this lifetime.
But I'm hope to love you again in the next.

You are really the love of my life.

I just wasn't yours.