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Monday, 17 March 2014

Little things posted at 23:50

Ya, I know I haven't blogged in 13 days, I apologize. Been too exhausted recently, internship is draining my battery. Whenever I get off days, all I want to do to sleep sleep and sleep. Maybe it's because I have been doing the morning shifts, it starts from 7 am all the way to 5 pm. 10 hours per day. Although I get 1 hour and 15 minutes for my break. But I usually knock out once I reach home and wake up in an hour's time just in time for dinner. And the routine continues. I'm having fun though, manager, team leaders, seniors are all really nice people. Especially the chefs, I wished I could learn from them, but overall, I'm having a great time. Even though there are ups and downs, life isn't perfect? So I shouldn't complain that much. Nothing much to complain about, to be honest.

This week would be all night shifts, 1 pm to 11 pm. Hopefully I get to catch the bus every night. I don't want to cab home... I wish I could though, my legs feel like they are breaking every day. The only bad part about my internship is, I don't have meals, I get meal allowance though. Every morning, I go to work, AND I SMELL HOW GOOD THE BUFFET IS, I just wanna faint. I have cravings every day, mash potatoes, waffles, croissants, pancakes, roti prata, cereal, it's crazy. The food smells so good. And for lunch? I want club sandwiches, fries, chocolate fondant, bread and butter pudding, fish and chips, caesar salad, chendol, yogurt, I just want all of them. I satisfied some of the cravings already, BUT NOT ALL.

And since today is my off, I made bread and butter pudding with croissants. So soft, I LOVE TO BAKE. I miss baking a lot. I almost wanted to bake chocolate fondant, but laziness got over me. And because my work place is near bugis, I walk over to the mrt after work last week. Too many cravings I tell you. Old Chang Kee, J.CO Donuts, The Soup Spoon, I just want to cry. At least I got my powered sugar donuts. I ate two already.

I simply love food. But I guess I got to cut down on all these intakes. Say no to oily, sugary stuff. I miss my gym days, I miss feeling the muscles on my stomach and arms, I miss being obsessed. I miss my salads. I need to get back into shape. To think I can ace my sit-ups before, now I can barely do half of it without panting like crazy. Anyways, from tonight, I started to cut down on my rice intake. These few months, I started taking in like 2 small bowls of rice? No no no, cut half, 1 small bowl is enough. Spammed on my vegetables, and I'm gonna eat healthier now.

Although I miss this boy of mine awful lots. I need to deal with this for a longer period in a month's time. Feels like training now. I don't want the real deal to come... But seeing him, makes my day a lot better. I know everything will turn out okay.