It's not a good day. One of the worst actually. I couldn't smile, I felt dead. I'm an open book. Everyone saw my face, my actions. I wasn't myself, so different, so distant. No matter how upset I was, I don't bring my emotions to work. This would be the second time, and both, because of him. I'm trying to stay strong, but it's incredibly hard. I just need you to tell me face to face... Because we do this often, we do this over the phone, and it's not the truth. I need you to tell me we will never be together again. I need closure. I need confirmation...

Step by step. I'm doing my best. I wish you would come back. But it wouldn't be possible huh?

First thing first, I'm going to heal myself.

I will do my best to be happy for you. I love you, I know I have to let you go. No matter how much it hurts...

If we were meant to be, we will be together in the end.