Studied with ♥ again. This time he brought along his brother. This is one of the photos he secretly took while I was "teaching" his brother. Didn't really teach him though. He reached around 1 plus and had to go before 4 pm. So he started doing some O level maths paper. I miss doing maths. Okay la, I miss secondary school basically. I mean who doesn't? Maybe some weirdos. No judgement over here. Had McDonald's again... Really need to stop after his O's. WHY IS HE ONLY PRODUCTIVE AT MCDONALD'S. I don't get it. Help. I'm fat enough. I need a better eating lifestyle after all this.
Who am I kidding? I bake every week, how to maintain. I went home and I got really bored. So I started debating if I should bake cupcakes or cobblers. And you know what? I was actually craving for a cobbler. I mean, that's ridiculous. Considering I have never eaten a cobbler before, it's stupid to even crave for one. Wanted to make a peach one, but I don't think peach is in season. So... I decided not to. But the unused apples in my fridge is tempting me. Then I remembered a recipe from Sally's Baking Addiction (← click there for recipe). Nutella-Stuffed Cinnamon Sugar Muffins! Yums. Ya I know virtually mine looks horrible, but it tasted amazing. 8 muffins exactly, but I reduced the sugar by half. Cause you know, there's already nutella... And Cinnamon Sugar... Why more sugar?! Okay sorry, I have the tendency to reduce as much sugar as I can for every recipe that I use. I would show you the photo I took before I eat it, but it looks horrible, so no. Speed up my process and went over to my aunt's house to eat...
POTATOES! I'm overly a bit obsessed with them. I know this looks like grass on a potato, but it's nice, so who cares. It's just Potaotes with cheese inside, plus ham, tomatoes and alfalfa sprouts. You should try some. It's great! That's my dinner. I had two big potatoes. My all time favourite carbohydrate that I should probably stay away as far as possible. Tutor Ryan a little maths and homed. And I forgot about my bag until halfway through, rushed up and my auntie was laughing at me. Sigh. Almost wanted to bake again, but was too lazy. Oh wells, good night.
To You,
Sometimes, it's easier to give up. Because life's just too hard to move on. But you got to understand, you're much more than this. You can do so much better, be so much better, you just got to, have a little faith in yourself, have a little more confidence. All this goes a long way. We always belittle ourselves, degrade ourselves, because we think we deserve lesser than this. You're wrong. If you believe in yourself, you can see, you are amazing, wonderful, strong, lovable. I mean, how can you not be? And that you can do anything and everything you want to do. You should know you are super. You're one of the kind. You're irreplaceable. Nothing can stop you if you put your heart and soul into it. That's who you are. That's why you're incredible. I wish you could see that in you someday. But for now, I will enjoy the view, I know how capable you can be. Now it's your turn to see it, most importantly, feel it. All I'm saying is, I will support you even if everyone goes against you. And have...
